It's hard. Bills suck.
To all the young members on this forum- Enjoy this time while you still have it. Do well in school. Go to College. Drink yourself into oblivion. Have relations with as many people as you can before you find the right person. You will thank me later.
We went to lunch once. He told the hostess we preferred a table when he knew I prefer booths. Friendship has been iffy since then.