I watched my grandfather die when I was 7. He started when he was 11. I asked him about a year before he died, if he would ever stop smoking. He didn't say a word and my grandmother laughed! He just loved it too much.
Even though I was young, I still had some sort of understanding in why he died, which is partly why I have never touched a cigarette. My father and I do not get along very well, but I have the upmost respect for him because once he found out that he was going to be a dad, he gave it up and never looked back.
I don't even know what it would be like to give up something like that, it must be hard! I wish you all the luck in the world, you are definitely doing a good thing
Bring me your Rasmus Ristolainen Cards!!!