This was my reaction the whole episode pretty much...
As for the knife, I was TERRIFIED that it was gonna fly out of her hand and hit the baby. I mean, this was such an emotional rollercoaster. Since Gomez was dead, I just KNEW Hank was making it out.
Honestly, the "Emmy" should be renamed the "Bryan Cranston". Oh my with him and Holly at the gas station bathroom... I'm not afraid to admit I balled. Then even after the betrayal of him by his family, he still made that call knowing full well cops were there and got them off the legal hook.
I just... I don't know if my heart can handle the last two episodes.